88 & Burnout

Secretly hoping chemo gives me superpowers.

Dave & I left home at 4:30 am. I had neck down scans today followed by a visit with my oncologist and finally treatment #88. Scans show the cancer is still controlled neck down. I am experiencing medical burnout and asked to push the next neck down scans to 6 months instead of 3. To quote Dave, “She is tired of being probed.”

Sign in the oncology exam room
My Chaperone

In 5 years:

Treatments – 88

Gamma Knife rounds – 3

Radiation to adrenal gland – 5 rounds

Radiation to left shoulder – 1 round

Breast MRI – 1

Spine MRI – 3

Heart MRI – 9

Echocardiogram – 7

Brain MRI – 18

Whole Body Bone Scans – 14

Chest/Ab/Pelvic CT – 19

Bone Biopsies – 2

Removal of cyst from my spine

Brain surgery to remove tumor #12

Radiation to brain – 5 rounds

I’m taking a break from capecitabine, one of the new chemo pills that makes me so terribly sick. When I start again, I will try to lower the dose yet again. I need it, but I also need to have a decent quality of life. It seems to be a fine line to balance when dealing with metastatic breast cancer.

I’ve got some busy weeks ahead and I need a little more energy to get through them.

Saturday, October 12 is the Chicagoland Be a Hero Fun Run to raise money for Metavivor.

https://raceroster.com/events/2024/91641/chicagoland-be-a-hero-fun-run

Sunday, October 13 is National Metastatic Breast Cancer Day. I’m advocating with LightUpMBC to raise money for Metavivor. I will share my story on the live, virtual broadcast at 7 pm. I hope you tune in to watch.

Here is my fundraising link:

https://donate.metavivor.org/fundraiser/5554408

Beginning October 14, I’m clearing my calendar for a break. Indie, Madi and I will be on my oasis doing a whole lot of nothing.

Madi
Indie

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