Two months have passed since my mom died. It’s just hard.
I’ve had 3 treatments. I had norovirus. I sorted through everything my mom owned (along with most things my Dad owned, as well.) I’ve had to make 3 thousand decisions, give or take. I’ve looked through about the same number of old photographs and mementos. My best friend was diagnosed with breast cancer. My black lab, Indie, was diagnosed with osteosarcoma and given a month to live (3 weeks ago). The highest elected official in my country is destroying it, including slashing most of the funding for cancer research. I am struggling with “loving my neighbors” who chose this option for me and our country.
I am busy handling the estate, making multiple calls each day to my elected officials, and loving my Indie. Due to a hacking issue I am no longer using FB or Messenger. I’m still using IG and What’s App. Emails and snail mail always work.
Spring will come.
I am not in control. 
Things sound rough. My prayers are with you and I hope you feel God’s presence with you through it all.Sent from my iPhone
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😭 I have no words. I’m just sad with you.
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Oh, Heidi. This is all so much. Much love and prayers as always.
I have had to step away from the news as it was starting to impact my mental health. I look briefly and call my representatives. I need to do that more.
I pray you’ll be able to get some extra rest and encouragement on days when you need it, which sounds like that is pretty much on a daily basis. Turn your eyes and thoughts towards those things that bring you joy and refreshment…often.
Much love.
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